bleeeeegh

So I look like a cancer patient right now.

I was so sick yesterday. I was puking pretty much constantly for several hours. I burst all the blood vessels around my eyes, so it almost looks like I've been punched in both eyes. Or that I'm wearing a lot of red eyeshadow. Of all the times I've been violently sick, that's never happened to me. Hurray for a new low.

So I just tried to sleep a lot.

I've been off my crazy-meds for almost a week now I think, and after the first few terrible days I feel more or less fine. My appetite has decreased, which is just wonderful. I'm going to talk to my doctor about going onto a pill that won't make me a whale. That would be nice, not being on pills that make me hungry all the fucking time. My doctor isn't going to be back until the 29th, unfortunately. I still have my anti-depressants, because I don't take those quite as religiously as my crazy-pills. I'm very forgetful.

Good news, my AC is still awesome. And I get to look forward going to visit my parents in mid-july. Hopefully my dropping out won't create too much stress between my mom and I. I like visiting her when we don't fight. But when we do, just kill me, please.

That's all for now folks.